Happy Easter to EVERYONE THAT READS THIS

I miss you more than I should, than i thought i could

I leave in three months people, three months! its rather exciting, nerve-racking, but exciting none the less. No jokes, the thing that i am most scared about is making friends....I've never moved, or switched schools all by myself....i've never really had to make new friends. What if i end up spending all my time alone, by myself, like a little hermit that everyone pokes with sticks. EEK! What if i get so lonely and boring that i take up world of warcraft!!!! NEVER. I would never sink that low. Thank god! I'm also scared that everyone is going to change alot when i'm gone and when i'll get back they'll be like, "Who's that?!" and poke me with sticks. THREE MONTHS!!!!! But think of all the wonderfulness that will come to me. yes, wonderfulness....i said it, WHAT? Well i'm sorry you had to endure this pointless blah blah blah kind of blog. cheerio (I officially have to say that now, being a brit and all). P.S. the song lyrics that are in the title of this blog are from an AMAZING song, i dont remember its name though, find out and download it!

Liz, out.

thats heavy, man.

And now i pose, to you, a question; i don't expect i will believe your answer no matter what it is, for i don't think anyone can truly answer it with complete certainty: IS THERE A GOD?

Through out my life i have been mostly agnostic, my entire family is athiest, but i, clearly, have pondered faith and religion on several occasions. I don't know very much about any particular religion so i don't believe it is possible to commit myself to believing in any one god.

On Thursday afternoon, at about 1pm, something happened that made me believe there is a greater being. My older sister, Stephanie, was driving home from town as usual. She wasn't exceeding the speed limit or driving in a rechless manner. When she reached the intersection at the junction she had the green light, so obviously she kept driving. But the semi with two full length trailers, turning left, hadn't seen her. She slammed on the brakes and listened to the squealing of the tires. She watched as she got closer and closer and closer to the moving semi before she drove head on into the tire base located between the two trailers. Though her truck is now completely totalled, she got out with just a minor bump on her head. If she would have made contact a second earlier, she would undoubtedly be dead, a second later, she would undoubtedly be dead. So who was guiding her truck to hit that spot? That one spot that kept her alive? Who saved my sisters life on thursday afternoon? that is the question i pose for you.

When i asked my mother this she said "If there was a god, the truck wouldn't have turned in the first place." I refuse to believe that is true. I dont know why, i just find it hard to believe.
Liz, out.