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Thursday, May 18, 2006

So i was reading my dear friend Stephanie's recent blog entitled "Theories of Stephanie", you should give it a read (go to the link provided). It discussed life after death and aging and all sorts and it really got me thinking. This may sound stupid, but i never want to grow old. I would be happy to die at age 30. Its not because i can't wait to go to heaven or anything like that, i have no idea what happens after death, and that what makes it exciting. I want to live life to the fullest through my adolescent years and never have to "settle down". That is why i don't want to remain in Camrose for my highschool education, i want to go expolore the world now. I can do all that i was put on this Earth to do before i get bored of being here. To me the whole "getting married and raising a family" is not very appealing. I am not saying i am going to drop a toaster into my bathtub on the morning of my 30th birthday...(well i might but i highly doubt it)...I am just saying that if i were to die at a young age it wouldn't be a tragedy. I mean death under 25 ish always seems so much worse cause they had their entire life before them, but if you live a full, satisfying life before this age than death is just the next step. But i definately want to be remembered, that is important. Create big, bold dreams and then follow them up..do something no one else does, well you can do that while your young and then its like what next? I have always been one to ponder death, what comes next and such. I'll prolly end up changing my mind and having like 30 kids haha, but this is how i feel now a days. think about it. Liz out.